okay so i met this guy josh on a cruise in dec.2005 he lives in port saint lucie which is an hour from my house...which isnt that bad...except for the fact that
1. he cant come down every weekend or even ater school
2.i dont have my license yet so this makes it harder
so ya and im not sure if he is looking for a relationship the way i am i mean...he isnt a virgin and i am...and hes the only guy ive ever given head to...and like hes asked me to have sex a couple times but im not sure if im ready..b/c i dont want to lose it to just anyone!!! i just dont want to see him and have him except everytime we hangout its just gonna be over sexual stuff...i mean if it was over that im sure he wouldnt drive an hour for it b/c he has a twin who gets a lot of pussy..but they say that josh is diff from his twin...and that if josh didnt like me a lot then he wouldnt waste his time driving to see me...which is kinda true i guess..idk i just need some advice on:
1.the long distance thing
3.and does he truel like me
4. oh yeah and i wanna know do u think he might be hooking up with girls he swears to god he isnt but if his twin and other brother are what would stop him you know?
oh yeah and if anyone wants to give me some tips or advice on giving head please share lol..
please someone help me im so confused